LOVE IN TWISTED MARROW
Two years it took in the making to down grade
Where else that soup of metaphor
And caustic pride
Over worn in the stark beak of night
Its bite cold and without regret
I could get by on iron alone
But vintage lace calls me
To a more sophisticated time
So I’m lost between eras
Invisible to stars
As I stumble to reach the mainland
Like a Dolphin I leap high
As though to escape extinction
Aren’t I worth saving, saving
The voice of the Sparrow told me so
And I love you so much it hurts
Antarcticaclimbing my backbone
I’m all about forgiveness
As long as its more genuine in miles
Than shorter on deceitful inches
What makes your face so sad
The smile I could make love to
If you weren’t always so far away
I forget about mirrors
I want the life inside of there
More than I do out here
As I waste away to a sun flare
That regards me as a Dinosaur
In the evolution of intangible things
Hungry for their own off spring
Can dreams be so cruel as to
Lead us to drought instead of
The flood of all for which we strive
At the cost of wounded ambition
Crippled in the war to fight there ~
For everything ~
So as not to be nothing, nothing
When time ends and we are the golden ticket
That failed to touch the talisman of victory
That hung by a thread and out of reach
Until we waved like flags, burning, turning,
Its own stigmata across our Souls
Do we answer as far-seeking each question,
Tumbling, tumbling
On frozen tongue
Is your kiss such a whiplash that I
Long for its searing pain
How I would die a thousand deaths and
Never whimper loud enough into space
For you to hear that I cannot live without
You though I felt as though I already have
Bleed the blood of my tears
Suck the vampire of my astral pools
This voice sings out of wedlock
Spin eternity inside out
And then you shall be dowsed with
Revelation that I was as much
The breath of you as was the alpha
Pulse of dying, screaming,
Planet Earth
© Susan Joyner-Stumpf